amy.16.summer.family.♔
jerseyyyyyyyy.
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
— Marilyn Monroe
why do I still worry about you? worry about making you happy. worry about texting you back right away and being there everytime you call when you couldn’t care less about me. at this point I know what I’m doing is wrong but I just don’t care enough to do something about it. and honestly even if I wanted to, I don’t think I could..emotionally.
why is it that every single time I think I’m finally moving on and finally getting over everything you find a way back into my life. it really never fails. I wish that all of this never even happened. I want you. I know I do. but my hearts telling me go and my heads telling me absolutely not. I’ve given you 2 chances and you screwed me over both times so why am I even considering a third chance? not like I’m gonna need to give out a third chance cause I’m sure I’ll be left in the friend zone as always.